I wish I could explain this place better, but I believe it will take me many weeks and months to fully understand what this is that I am experiencing. Suffice to say that I am where I should be.
I have to run now as a new friend, Leah, graciously let me borrow her mac to type this whilst sitting in a pub near the house. But I do want to say that I spent last night walking 40 minutes to another pub located in the deep countryside, a walk that involved two awfully steep inclines, a field, and a muddy path all resulting in one of the most fun nights I've had in a long time. I can't believe I'm in England. Our walk back was even more adventurous as we took the long way back to the house via a very randomly placed "kebob" stand on the side of the road. Led by the fearless "Wesley the Brave" and his "torch," we enjoyed the scenic route back to Liss and then Greatham. I laughed... a lot. I froze nearly to death. But I am, as I said before, alive. I love this.